maaf kan

kucoba ungkapkan via puisi
apa yang ada dihati
bukan mencoba tuk menjadi pengecut
tapi lebih berharga dari pada menuntut

berjalan di sejuknya pagi
bersama bidadari
tapi hati tak bisa memungkiri
bukan berarti tak menghargai

maafkan aku..
begitu cintanya
tujuh tahun menanti
mungkin menjadi rahasia
tapi itu yang kutahu

bukan tak ada cinta lain
tapi seperti derasnya air yang mengalir
semua bertolak seakan ada suatu yang membendung
apakah aku yang tidak tahu diri??

ingin rasanya menyambut dia
tapi seakan bukan hati yang berbicara
aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
jujur hati yang kupunya

dengan berat hati kuungkapkan
hati marah yang kukira
lapang hati dia menerima
tak kusangka begitu bijaksana

From: “m2000

numb

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste is more than i can take

but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

Hero

There's a hero
If you look into your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

( chorus )
And then the hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

if i were a boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'll roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what i wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys and chase after girls
I can get away with what I wanted
and I never get confronted for it cause they stick up for me

Chorus
If I were A boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl I swear i be a better man
I listen to her
cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
has taken you for granted and everything you have had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I'll would turn off my phone tell everyone it's broken
so they think that i sleeping alone
i'll put myself first and make the rules as i go
Cause I know that she'll be faithful
waiting for me to come home to come home

Chorus
If i were a boy
i think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl I swear i be a better man
I listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
has taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed


it's a little to late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake think i forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you you thought wrong

but your just a boy
you don't understand (yeah you don't understand)
how it feels to love a girl some day you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted cause you taken her for granted and everything you had got destroyed
But your just a boy

Bukan harapan tersimpan sedalam
Tentang rasa pernah meraja
Namun jiwa telah meleleh
Melebur dalam waktu yang menghapus mimpi setinggi

Hingga titik perhentian berlabuh
Akhirnya belajar pada kesadaran matahari
Bahwa ketika cinta tak memberi kesempatan merajut bersama
Bukan menjadi alasan untuk membenci
Juga ketika raga tak dapat memiliki keutuhan rasa
Bukan menjadi alasan untuk pergi menjauhi

Justru hati ini terbimbing agar selalu ada untukmu
Saat engkau butuh tempat sekedar untuk melepas peluhmu
Bahkan saat sedih mencoba mengusik rasa nyamanmu
Atau saat pilu berusaha merayapi menguliti hatimu

Akan ku dapati bahagia dalam keindahan garis guratan pelangimu
Saat engkau mewarnai langit dengan canda dan keceriaanmu
Saat engkau selalu tersenyum bersama embun dan senjamu

Ini bukan tentang harapan tersimpan sedalam
Bukan pula tentang rasa yang menggelora asmara
Tapi karena engkau telah hidup dalam diriku

Bukanya cinta tak harus memiliki

saat rasa tersaji dalam dilema
untuk kerelaan sebenarnya memaksa
tak pernah ingin lepas sejujurnya
tak ihlas…

bukan karena cinta tak harus memiliki
melainkan karena aku memiliki cintamu,
karenanya aku mencintaimu
meleburnya jiwa menggelora

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